My diary

I stared writing diary when I was 12 years old. That was the time when I started interesting boys. I'm not so preety. I always had many friends. I think that people like me very much. I don't know why, but... Love is very strange! I had 4 boyfriends. First was kind of macho. He liked having good time andf good fun.. He liked also nice girls... For most of the time that we spent together we were kissing. That was our relacionship. He even wanted to go to bad with me, but I was to young and I sed no. He had beautifull body. I didn't even liked him. Second was differend. He was shie and quiet. He didn't talk much, but he had the sens if humor. He cared about me. I liked him becouse i always could count on him and talk with him about everything (a specialy about my problems ). He was punk. The third one was... crazy artist. He played a guitar in a rock band. We were together for a long time. He was very handsome and many girls were geules about me. I lost even couple friends. We were happy, but our relaconship was strange. We didn'd kissed or touched our selfs often. I can say that we were more good friends than romantic pair. I left him, becouse he start to taking drugs. He liked it more tahn me...

My 4 boyfriend - hmmm... We are togheder for 7 mounths. For the first time I know that this is real love. Everything is so sweet and beautifull.... But there is a one problem - big problem. We dont live in the same town. We have to drive 300 km to meet. That's sometimes hard. But our love is strong - I think so. Rafal ( that his name ) is great. He is very kind , nice and good for other people. He love animals. Seams to be beautifull? But it isin't like that. Often he forgets about many things, for egzample meeting with me. Or he dont invide me somewher, where I would like to go. But I love him very much and I hope we will be toghether for ever!